Happiness Is a Choice Even for the Wedded

I am a Christian by choice
I follow my faith by choice
I make friends of my choice
I eat the food of my choice
I select clothes of my choice
I wear my hair of my choice
I wear the make up, footwear, watch and perfume of my choice
I work, sleep, pray, play, cry of my choice.

I am an individual and I am independent...until I was married

I am still a Christian by choice
I still follow my faith by choice
I still have my friends but do not talk to them as often and that again is my choice
I still eat the food of my choice
I also select clothes of my choice
I wear my hair and perfume of my choice but I sometimes don't like it myself
I wear my footwear and watch of my choice but my husband doesn't like it
But I don't work, sleep, pray, play and cry of my choice.. I am led to it.

I am still an individual yet a dependant in 'every' way

Life has changed in more than one way, it has certainly changed and I 'choose' to believe it is for the good. My husband loves me, Oh yes he does! *long pause & sigh * ;P And I have a good life, a very good life.. more than I expected. Thank you Lord.

This is not the life I planned, this is not the life I desired, this is not the life I dreamt of.

But what I am given surpasses everything. I am struggling to be myself and expect to be appreciated, but it doesn't happen...and that kills me in and out like a two-edged sword.

But I am in the plan of God, I am better off that most people I know. I ALSO have reasons to be happy and I just want to concentrate on that.. JUST that.

Happiness is now my choice, and I got that!

Happiness can be your choice too! :)